Armstrong Family

One year older and wiser too...

2012-02-04T05:22:00.000-08:00

(you like the Elvis lip?)

Happy Birthday to you!
Gabriel has been such a blessing in our lives! He's honestly the sweetest, most affectionate boy. He always, always comes to give me a hug when he sees I'm having a bad day.
The other night when I was tucking him into bed, he told me that I'm the best mom in the entire world! Thanks bud!

Gabriel is such a sweet spirit! He's in touch with the spirit at such a young age. When he was 16 months he would point at a picture of Jesus and give me the biggest grin and hug and kiss the picture. Kids have such a perfect light about them.

I can't believe that in a year this little boy will be baptized!

2011-11-03T11:34:00.000-07:00

Life has been busy. Matt is working like crazy, I only get to see him 2 days out of every 2 weeks, though I am very thankful we have a job and we can now save to get our own home!! *sighs*

Matt is still pursuing his Marriage and Family Therapy degree. He has a plan B though if plan A goes south (plan A is being a Chaplain in the Army). Plan B is to work through the church and help members who the Bishop recommends to him.

We are moving to Arizona come the beginning of the year, and I don't think anyone knows how excited I am for this move! Besides having my own home, I'll be with friends, which I so need!!! Did I mention how amazing the weather is, too?! Besides the 120 degrees in the summer, the rest of the year totally makes up for it in my mind, and if I miss snow....Flagstaff is only a few hours away!!

The biggest update is that I've decided to become a RN! When we move to Arizona I'm going to pursue a BSN. I'm beyond thrilled! I've always wanted to be a nurse...really, always! I just never really had an interest to start Nursing school, it was intimidating. I figure if I start now, by they time Elise is in Kindergarten or 1st grade I'll have a job and can tend to other people instead of being stuck at home.

My desire is to work with labor and delivery! I'm looking into becoming a Midwife or CNW (Certified Nurse Midwife), which will take getting a Masters. I'm still debating what I want to do when I become a RN.

A picture of the kids dressed up for Halloween!
Luigi, Mario, Peach & Daisy.

To This End Was I Born

2011-09-21T15:39:00.000-07:00

Every once and a while (usually Sunday's) we put this on (mainly for the kids) to keep things quiet while we play a game or want some quiet time. They LOVE this movie! What really surprises me is how much they know about the Savior and what he went through.

A few Sunday's ago Brooke got excited to see this movie because she said "He died so we can have our bodies back." What Philosopher or "bible expert" can simply admit that to you? It's a simple answer! Jesus suffered for our sins and died so we can have our bodies back! A 5 year old explained it so simply!

Ring!

2011-09-13T19:17:00.000-07:00

Matt's new wedding band since his is starting to get ugly looking! Titanium, manly, and not a bad price!

Happy 1st Birthday, Elise!

2011-09-07T06:07:00.000-07:00

A year ago I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl! So healthy, and so chunky! My biggest baby yet at 9lbs 5oz 21 in!

Elise, you have brought us so much joy and laughter! We are so happy to have you as a part of our family!

We love you so much Elise Tiffany!

Happy Birthday Matt!

2011-09-01T00:00:00.000-07:00

What can I say about this man that you already don't know? I love him more then words can say.

Here are some things I love about him!

He's fluent in Spanish. He served his mission in El Salvador.
He's the third child out of 7 children in his family.
He's amazing at the piano.
He doesn't just study things, he masters them.
When we were first talking to each other he called me Melanie (once)! I still tease him about it to this day! ha
He may not be the most observant person, but he focuses where needs be.
He got a 3.9 (so close to a 4.0) this last semester, even though he has a wife, kids and a job! I could NEVER do that.
He's getting his Masters in Marriage and Family counseling.
His goal is to be a Chaplain in the Army :o)
He says he reminds him of Mr. Darcy, so intense, so giving, yet so misunderstood.
He could eat pizza everyday for the rest of his life and be happy!
He sings opera!
His favorite singer is Jose Carreras (one of the three tenors).
He's a history buff! He knows too much.
He's a great dad!
He's such a romantic guy!
He's a self motivator. He actually motivates me, I need more help in that area.
He can think up of games for the kids at the drop of the hat, and they love it, No matter how crazy it is!
He has piercing steel blue eyes!
He holds conversations in his sleep!
He loves spicy food. He once ate 6 or 7 hot hot peppers in El Salvador and beat his companion, who was from I think Guatemala. He likes to brag about that one...
He's the creative one, I'm the artistic one.
We are often on the same wavelength. We sometimes finish each others sentences!
He's a walking GPS! I know I will NEVER get lost with him around!
He will do whatever it takes to take care of this family! That's a rare quality these days.
He's one sexy hot tamale

Happy Birthday Matt! Although we can't be with you to spoil you and take care of you today, I hope you have a great day :o) We love you more then words can say <3

Quote

2011-08-29T15:10:00.000-07:00

1st Grader!

2011-08-24T16:48:00.001-07:00

Gabriel was so excited to go to 1st grade! He told me what shirt he wanted to wear that day and everything. When he came home I asked him how he liked his first day of 1st grade, he said "I don't think I like it because all we do is homework!" He'll get the hang of it! It's definitely not kindergarten, but he will have fun :o)

Red Sox!

2011-08-20T07:27:00.001-07:00

We went to a Red Sox game vs. the Kansas City Royals! Guess who got their butts stomped on?!

Happy Birthday Brooke!

2011-08-15T00:00:00.000-07:00

This picture was taken when she was 2 weeks!! People don't believe me when I tell them she was smiling since birth....here's proof :o)

Brooke, Brooke, Brooke. I knew from the moment I could feel her kicks inside of me she was going to be a feisty one, and she hasn't proved me wrong! My mother in law told me once while I was pregnant with Brooke "Tell your daughter to stop following me around, I can feel her around me constantly!" It's funny she said that because, now that we have lived with them for a year, Brooke follows everyone around, pestering them.

Brooke likes to think she's the mommy. We (I) have to keep her in check every once and a while and tell her that she's still a kid, she needs to do kid things instead of bossing everyone...and I mean everyone around!

She is a big helper, and loves to help with chores and getting me things for Elise, or whatever I need. She once knocked on the bathroom door while her Aunt Rachel was in there to ask if she could clean the toilet!! She takes pride in cleaning those bathrooms, or vacuuming or putting away clothes, or helping out with Elise. Her main chore is to get the toothbrushes ready for all the kids. She makes sure there is enough toothpaste on the toothbrush, she makes sure to run it under the water, and she even gets Elise's toothbrush ready with special toothpaste.

She keeps me on my toes constantly, but always knows how to make me happy! Brooke, I'm so glad you are a part of our eternal family! Life would definitely be boring without you here in my life!

My little thumb sucker!

Love always,
Mom

Elise(ese)

2011-08-02T18:06:00.000-07:00

Lately Elise has been blabbing and singing away!
She's saying some words.

Da-da. Ma-ma. More. Thank You (which kind of sounds like "dada"). Boo. Ba-ba. Hi.

She's progressing so much! She stands up while I'm feeding her on the floor.

Matt and me joke around at how Elise always does things he wants her to do when he's gone driving. Well, Matt will be gone for about 2-3 weeks....and I can almost guarantee she will be walking by the time he gets back! Who knows...

Elise is standing....

2011-07-25T16:14:00.001-07:00

She has been standing and cruising along couches now for a few weeks. And when she doesn't realize you let go of her hands, she can stand for a good 10-20 seconds unassisted :o) Elise...stop growing, please!

Happy 28th to ME!

2011-07-15T00:00:00.000-07:00

I really can't think of 28 things about me that you probably don't already know since my last birthday post. Here we go...

I'm anal about how my clothes and sheets smell.
I'm lazy.....(something I'm working on)
I'm still a Massachusetts driver! I get way too impatient with other drivers!
I also get really paranoid on the road, only when other people drive because they can't drive as well as me.... ;o)
Since my husband has been driving trucks I really only trust him (sometimes) driving me anywhere.
I'm married to an opera singer! Ok, so he doesn't sing in operas (although he did while in college) he was classically trained. It's wonderful to sit next to him in sacrament and hear him sing the hymns! I love it!
I also loved when he would practice at home, even when he would hit a wrong note ;o)
I'm a big fan of GLEE's music!!
I wish I was more outspoken. I envy those who can speak their mind and in turn have people respect them.
I've been on herbalife for a while. Since starting it I've lost a good amount of weight and my cravings have diminished!
I've recently set a major goal as far as working out goes. I told Matt that if I work out six days a week with zumba and I build my stamina, I want to get The Insanity Workout!! So far, I've worked out for 2 weeks straight! I have a vision in my mind with a new body. I want to tell people I have 4 kids really close in age and have them be in awe....yep, I'm a goal setter ;o)
I love food....something I wish I hated for the fact that I really could be morbidly obese if I just let myself go!
Although I'm from Massachusetts, I'm not that big into seafood. I can stand somethings, but most all of it I turn my nose at.
I'm not a fan of cranberries either....
~~We are ~~seriously considering~~ moving to Utah towards the end of the year.~~
I sort of dread moving to Utah for the fact that I know plenty of people who have the "keeping up with the Jones'" syndrome!
I don't want to be one of those people!
I want to move to Utah because we have lots and lots of family and friends out there.
We would be in Utah for a good 2-3 years! (Really...I'm not lying)
I am done with having kids. Really, Matt even agreed! He wants a sane wife :o)
I LOVE chocolate! We have a love hate relationship! You know, I LOVE it and it hates me...
I've recently been addicted to etsy.com
I bite my nails, especially when I'm nervous.
I love to cook, and may I add, I'm a pretty darn good cook!
I hate roller coasters. Matt said he's going to cure me of this one day...doubt it!
I hate having my ears touched, even when Matt kisses them, I shudder! (Just thinking about it makes me shudder)
Matt told me once the only thing he would change about me are my feet. They are like sandpaper! I guess he needs to treat me to pedi's more often ;o)
I dread turning 30! I honestly can't picture myself an old, old lady. 30 is no where close to old, but it's not 20 anymore! I honestly can not picture myself as a grandma or great grandma!

#15. We just don't know anymore....I guess you will know when we do! HA

Happy Birthday Tristan!!

2011-07-13T00:00:00.000-07:00

Tristan is turning 3!
It seems like not too long ago he was just born. Fresh from the womb!

This little kid is one smart and tough cookie!
When he knows a routine, he's always one step ahead of you. He knows where everything is when you ask him to get something. He loves helping out with any task, small or large. You will most often find him following me (or grandma) around the house helping out in any little (or big) way he can! He's probably the most observant kid I've ever met....ever (and I'm not just saying that because he's my son)

I've always had a bond with him. I've felt so connected to him from literally the second he was conceived. I love him so, so much! I'm so happy he chose me as his mother, to love and look after him.

Tristan, you are loved! We are so happy to have you in this eternal family!

Birthday Party!

2011-07-12T19:38:00.001-07:00

I think Tristan loves sharing his birthday parties with me! He just glowed the whole time, and was kissing me non stop! He's such a sweetie!

I got what I wanted for my birthday: All of Jane Austen books in one big book! *sighs*

Tristan got a text and learn from leap frog and some clothes and a look and find book, all of which he loved!

Happy Birthday to us!!!

Happy Independence Day!

2011-07-04T15:41:00.000-07:00

Life

2011-06-25T00:00:00.000-07:00

So, I stumbled across this draft dated 9/27/10 that I forgot to post. I'll just post it now. It's so funny how kids grow right before your eyes!

Life has a tendency to go by too fast! It seems to go by faster when you have kids.
I remember when Gabriel was born, I was always looking forward to all his milestones in life; his first smile, coo, laugh, step, etc. Now, having 4 kids I don't want to witness anymore milestones (ok, I really do, but you get my point) I want them to stay in this form forever!

Elise has already given me her first coo....actually several, and I can't get enough! Call me selfish, but I want her to stay like this forever!
I can't get enough of her silly faces, like those crossed eyes as she's trying to focus on things, her little mouth making an "o" shape, her little noises....I could go on forever.

Although I want her (and all my kids) to stay stuck in this form forever, I'm excited to see what life has in store for them. I want nothing but the best for them!

Life as a mother of 4 is hectic, no doubt about that. I have one who goes to school all day and 3 who stay at home all day, one who demands my attention 24/7 (ok, so all of them do, but you get what I'm saying)
Gabriel, Brooke & Tristan just adore their new sister! Gabriel helps as much as possible. He doesn't smother her like the other two do, and he's just so sweet towards her.
Brooke is a little mama. She has to kiss her constantly, and gives Elise her pacifier when she starts crying. She loves feeding her when I give her the bottle.
Tristan loves giving kisses!! He's always been this way, and just smothers her in love. He's sometimes a little too rough, but he's just 2.

Happy Father's Day!

2011-06-18T16:25:00.000-07:00

Just because I love this song...

2011-06-13T07:57:00.000-07:00

~~AND Michael Buble!~~... And these two!

Grateful

2011-05-24T08:04:00.000-07:00

(Joplin Hospital)

Joplin, MO was hit by a horrible and deadly tornado Sunday May, 22.
I was in Springfield, MO that day and had to drive through Joplin to get back home.

I left Springfield at 5:30 pm because I saw black clouds overhead, so I thought it would be better to leave now, then half an hour later as I originally planned. Little did I know that those black clouds were tornado clouds that followed me all the way to Kansas City.

I'm in complete shock and awe because if I did leave half an hour later I could have been caught up in that storm. It's an eerie feeling!

My heart goes out to all those affected by that tornado. 89 (as of yesterday) people have been reported dead. This is I think one of the top 10 deadliest disasters! Another top 10 happened a month or two ago. I pray they find some comfort in this horrible tragedy!

For whatever reason I left half an hour earlier, I'm grateful! I've always wanted to see a tornado, but only in the comforts of my home, not on the highway in my car!

Happy 7 Years!

2011-05-22T00:00:00.000-07:00

An East Coast girl and an Army boy meet online March 27, 2004. They talk for hours a day every day until they meet in person that April. Boy proposes to girl at the Boston Temple.

May 22nd they say their vows to be together forever.

Best. Decision. Ever

"Memory
All alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
I was beautiful then
I remember the time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again"

"Cats" Musical (Sung by Jose Carreras)

All about Matt.

2011-05-13T18:48:00.000-07:00

I stole this from another blog.

1. Sitting in front of the TV.. what is on the screen? FOX News or ESPN
2. You're out to eat what kind of dressing does he get on his salad? Ranch - although he prefers caesar salad
3. What's one food he doesn't like? Meatloaf
4. You go out to the bar. He orders...... A&W Rootbeer
5. Where did he go to high school? Eisenhower High School
6. What size shoe does he wear? 10 1/2
7. If he were to collect anything, it would be......classical music cd's
8. What is his favorite type of sandwich? classic ham and cheese
9. He could eat--- pizza and mexican --- everyday.
10. Favorite cereal? grape nuts
11. He wouldn't be caught dead wearing..... anything pink! Believe me...I've tried!
12. Favorite sports team? Red Sox and the Bears
13. Who will he vote for? Whoever he thinks is right (He's an Independent)
14. Who is his best friend? Me
15. What is something you do that he wishes you didn't do? Spend money...lol
16. How many states has he lived in? 10 (2 are countries, Germany and El Salvador)
17. What is his heritage? Scottish and Sweedish
18. You bake him a cake for his birthday... what kind is it? German Chocolate with Chocolate icing!
19. Did he play sports in high school? Football
20. He could spend hours...... talking, reading, listening to music, playing video games.

Gosh, it's been forever...

2011-05-05T15:55:00.000-07:00

Sorry about not posting anything lately! Oh well....life goes on.

A lot has been happening. Gabriel is almost done with his kindergarten year (may I add he got in the 95%ile in the WHOLE nation with the scholastic scoring, not sure if that means anything...but either way, it was worth celebrating)
Brooke is about to start kindergarten (if things go as planned) I'm not sure what I'm going to do with just 2 kids at home....but I'm sure I'll find something ;o)
Tristan is getting so much better with his talking. He's just a cute kid with those big husky blue eyes. We love spending time together.
Elise is well....Elise....a baby, and whats cuter then a baby? She is almost crawling, she just has to move her hands forward and she will get the hang of it!

Matt is going to AT (Annual Training) for the Army and will be gone for 3 weeks :o( to California (death valley to be more specific) He will come home, we will then head to Utah to go to a wedding, then to CO for a reception and then....THEN he will (we say will because there is a 95% chance he will be deployed to Afghanistan) but you honestly never know with the Military. He would be gone for 13 months helping the Engineer Corps rebuild. He would actually have it pretty easy, they said he would get his own room with wi-fi plus, he could talk on the phone whenever he wanted to, it's pretty laid back.
I'm still a bunch of mixed emotions. I first have to get through this 3 week hump and then I can focus more on the 13 month thing.
If/when he does deploy I will be packing up and heading to Massachusetts (if my mom can get her house ready by then, I will be renting from her) I decided this because it would help my mom with her situation and I would be near friends renting from my mom for wicked cheap. And Brooke would be able to go to school!

So, that about sums up what's been going on in my neck of the woods! Here are some pictures of the kids.

Operation.

2011-02-11T15:14:00.000-08:00

It started Wednesday when I made spaghetti. I felt sick to my stomach about an hour or so after eating it. I thought it was the spaghetti, but when I explained the pain to my mother in law she told me it was my gallbladder. I looked up the symptoms and she was right, I was having a gallbladder attack.
I swore to stay away from fried, greasy foods, but Saturday Dan had his girlfriend over and we had pizza (bad idea Melody) and it acted up again, but not as bad as the first time. And if I didn't learn from the last 2 experiences, Monday I made hot wings and ate about 5 of them!!! That did me in! I was sick and it progressed into something that I had never experienced in my life!! It was almost as bad as labor!
I had gone to the chiropractor and told him everything that was wrong. He did some acupuncture and told me if it got worse then I needed to go to the hospital (he's actually reasonable). I was in my room crying, praying that I didn't need my gallbladder out, that this pain would subside. I promised myself that if I woke up in the morning with the same pain I would go to the hospital. I woke up the next morning with the same pain. Matt brought me to the hospital.
I went in, they did ultrasounds and found stones in my gallbladder, one that was perfectly placed in the neck of the gallbladder that whenever the gallbladder contracted, I would feel it and it hurt!

I stayed over night and went in to surgery the next morning, bright and early. They told me if I would have waited longer, it would have ruptured....and that would have been a very bad thing.
I'm thankful for chiropractors AND modern medicine. I'm grateful for the intuition to just go to the hospital!
And a BIG Thank You to my in laws!! I don't know what I would have done without them, or what Matt would have done without them! I'm convinced we are living with them a little longer for this reason. For that I am grateful!

You have a birthday, shout HORRAY!

2011-02-04T05:22:00.000-08:00

I can't even imagine Gabriel being this little!

There is a special bond between you and your first born that is untouchable. Maybe it's just me, but that first borns cry is by far the sweetest! I remember when he came out, he gave this helpless cry that to this day still brings tears to my eyes. Even Matt (who NEVER cries) cried like a baby when he heard Gabriel let out his helpless cry.
Gabriel is my sweet, emotional guy. He will be the first to come to me when I'm crying and console me (even before my husband some times). He wants me to be happy.
Oh, how I love this kid!

Stats at birth: 6lbs 8oz 19 1/2 in.
Stats at 6 years old: 49lbs 47 in.

Happy Birthday Gabriel! We love you!

Hair cut.

2011-01-27T14:01:00.001-08:00

Best of all....I did it :o) Beautiful looking hair for free :o)

A new baby.

2011-01-05T15:29:00.000-08:00

Elise was born with what's called "tongue tied". Nothing serious, it's just she couldn't stick her tongue out, put her tongue at the roof of her mouth or suck like she was supposed to.

I decided to get it clipped so she wouldn't have problems talking later.

I felt like the worst mother ever having made that decision. I didn't know what to expect. I read about how they clip it in the office and how horrible the experience was. I was dreading it, but so thankful I had Matt there every step of the way (Brooke was there too, she was such a great big sister).
It took a total of 2 min. to clip it. They numbed it with a gel like they would before you get a Novocain, then a few min. later they clipped it! It was so simple and (dare I say, easy). She bled for a few seconds and that was it! Done! New tongue!

Elise has been moving her tongue around like crazy since getting it done, she has even stuck it out a few times.

Now that it's over with, I feel like the best mother ever :o)

Life's changes.

2011-01-04T07:59:00.000-08:00

Ever since I've had kids, I've had an issue losing weight :o/ I'd get pregnant again, lose weight from not eating and then gain it all back and more! There was no winning!

In 2008 my wonderful husband discovered Herbalife. We both were committed to it and lost weight....fast! He lost 15 lbs in 2 weeks, and I lost 10 in 2 weeks! Not too shabby!
We stopped for financial reasons...so sad :o(
I gained back the weight, and more and so did Matt.

We loved the taste of everything they offered. You can even make pies!! PIES!! It's a shake, but not just any shake like slim fast. It's a scientific blend of food that fills you and that's actually HEALTHY! It makes you healthy, it gives you energy (that I so desperately need).

We are starting back up again! This time we will be distributors. I'm excited for the adventure and for the life change it will bring! I will get my energy back, my spunk, my love for life!

Bring on the healthy life!

Elise's Blessing.

2010-12-07T07:26:00.001-08:00

Elise got blessed this past Sunday. It was a very spiritual moment. I loved it! Babies are just so innocent and so close to the Lord, it's amazing (yet a little creepy) to see them look at random spots in the house and know they are looking at someone close to them either dead or not yet born.

Elise is growing so fast, and developing far beyond her age.

She was smiling at a month old
She laughed at a month old
She has been trying her hardest since she was 2 months old to roll over on her back
She said "mama" since 2 months (only when she is really hungry)
She started playing...really playing with her toys at 1 month old
She can talk your ear off, and with those facial expressions, it really seems like she's telling you all about her day
She already plays with her hands and feet

Having a baby in the house makes everyone's day brighter. There's just something about having a sweet spirit so fresh from heaven in your home. I love every moment of it :o)

Some new pictures.

2010-11-15T09:47:00.000-08:00

Unfortunately Gabriel was at school that day, but this awesome girl in my ward is a photographer. She offered to show me some tricks with lighting, and she wanted to take pics of Elise. I walked away with some great pictures and a new appreciation for photography! I can't wait to start working with her!

A new, healthier way of living!

2010-11-03T16:34:00.000-07:00

We have always wanted to buy one of these awesome blenders, but never had the resources to do so. We are big into eating organic, all natural foods, trying to eliminate as much processed foods out of our diets as possible.
Lately, Mat has been having horrible, painful heartburn that won't go away with tums. He has an appointment with a doctor soon. He thinks a lot of what he has been eating has been contributing to his heartburn. So, we went online and ordered this beauty!

If you don't know a lot about the vitamix, let me give you a brief summary:
It makes soups (yes, it spins THAT fast so the food gets hot enough)
It makes ice cream (yup....ice cream)
It makes dough (then put it in a pan and make bread)
It makes cake batter
It grinds grains into powder
It makes any type of food you want!
You can eat 3 times a day using this vitamix!
It makes applesauce (you just cut the apples and put it straight into the mixer...seeds, stem and all)

That's just a few things it does! I can't wait to use this thing! I can't wait to get back on track with health!

Happy Halloween!

2010-10-31T08:11:00.000-07:00

♥

2010-10-26T08:19:00.001-07:00

I love my kids! I feel so blessed to have them in my life!

This makes me laugh and smile when ever I see this picture! I love her smiles!

She's here!!

2010-09-10T02:08:00.000-07:00

After waiting 40 weeks and 1 day, Elise Tiffany came into this world at 3:47am weighing a healthy 9lbs. 5oz. 21 in long. Whew!

It seems like I was in labor forever, but really, I was in hard labor for only 5 hours!
I had been having BH contractions for weeks, totally inconsistent. A week before she was born, those BH contractions started to get more frequent throughout the day. Matt's family and me were joking that I'd go into labor on Labor Day (seems fitting), but alas, no labor, BUT I was in a lot of pain, more so then lately. I had a feeling I was going to have her with in days.
Tuesday morning I woke up having the strong urge to pee, and it felt like I wet myself, it wasn't until I went to the bathroom that I saw I was starting to lose my mucus plug! I was beyond thrilled! I woke Matt up and told him we were having this baby with in 24 hours.
I got mostly everything ready for the arrival (as much as I could, I was having contractions all throughout the day, I'm grateful Matt did a lot of the work like laundry and taking care of the kids).
It wasn't until 6:20pm that those contractions kicked it up a notch. I started timing them, and sure enough, I was having consistent contractions every 10 min, contractions that got stronger by the hour.
I told Matt it was time to go. We got everything ready and had Matt's sister Melissa come over to watch the kids since everyone in the house was gone!
You know, I had this vision in my head that I'd be screaming bloody murder the whole way to the hospital, and dreaded going since it was 45 min away! On a scale from 1-10 my pain was at a 4-5. I got to the hospital, got checked in and honestly thought I'd be 2-3 cm dilated......wrong! I was 5 cm dilated!! I was shocked to say the least! That's when I knew it wasn't going to be a bad experience after all....I could do this!
I got hooked up to the IV and they brought me to the birthing room (very nice might I add). I had a darn intern as my doctor. I wouldn't mind an intern, if only they knew what they were talking about and doing! He would say something and the nurses would have to correct him. He just wasn't warm and welcoming. When your in labor and want to kill the world, you want someone to understand, especially your doctor. I told him I wanted to wait the pain out and see how long I could last with out an epidural...he gave me a smug look like "I don't know if that's a good option...". Yeah, well, at 7 cm I couldn't take the pain any longer and asked for an epidural (which of course he had a great comment for that one).
From then on, things progressed pretty fast! I was at a 7 for a while but still had this urge to push (you know, that uncontrollable feeling). My cervix wasn't quiet yet open on my right side, so I laid on my right side for a while. I was told by everyone to not push (really...I HATE that), but of course, when you have no control, you do what your body says. I started pushing....at 7 cm.
Because of the pushing I went from a 7 to a 9 pretty fast. It was at that point where I was crying because of the pain and told Matt that this baby was coming now, I could feel her head coming out. The doctor and nurses came to check on me and sure enough, she was crowning. It took only 2 pushes to push her out.

I was completely in shock when she came out. She looked big, but I didn't know she would be 9 lbs! It was then that I had to give myself a pat on the back for pushing out a 9 lb baby with only 2 pushes, and I only tore a tiny bit! It would have been a bigger pat on the back if I would have done it with out any meds ;o) I honestly don't know how women do it without meds....totally respect for you moms out there who did it all natural!

I feel so blessed to have her in my life! My family feels complete.

I also can't forget to mention how wonderful Matt was during this whole process. He helped me any way he could, even having his fingers almost break because of all the pain I was going through. I love that man more and more, every day.

And so it begins...

2010-09-07T06:10:00.000-07:00

I've been having BH Contractions consistently for a few weeks now. Yesterday everything hit a high point in it all. The contractions were a bit stronger and more consistent and it felt like she was in my hips.

I woke up this morning feeling like I had peed my pants and when I went to the bathroom, I noticed I was starting to lose my mucus plus!! Since this discovery my contractions have been pretty strong, not that strong yet, but none the less, uncomfortable!!

If things go as last time with Tristan, I will have this baby within 24 hours. I'll probably start hard labor later today....maybe early evening? I'm nervous as anything, but so excited to actually hold this girl instead of having her inside me :o)

Wish me luck!

Absolutely tragic!

2010-08-30T16:51:00.000-07:00

http://www.fresnobee.com/2010/08/29/2058190/shooting-reported-at-visalia-mormon.html

My heart goes out to the members of this Ward and my heart aches for the wife and children who lost their husband/father in the most disgusting way. He left behind 6 boys, the youngest being only a few months old!

There must be comfort in knowing they are an Eternal family and that they will be together again!

Baby shower!

2010-08-26T08:07:00.000-07:00

Some pictures taken from my baby shower. Enjoy!

I had my baby shower the 21st and had a great time. I only needed new born outfits and 0-3 months. I have some clothes saved up from Brooke.
I'm grateful for my in laws for throwing this. It was much needed.

(the beautiful blanket my mother in law made)
(my sister in law got this, probably my favorite onsie thus far)
(one of the games we played...for this diaper I melted the chocolate, gives it a more realistic look ;o)
(The cake my mother in law made. Rachel put the accent over the E. Matt and I have been debating weather or not to put this accent over the E. I say no, he says yes. We will see what my indecisiveness says after she is born)

This is it...

2010-08-24T15:01:00.001-07:00

I have had those wonderful Braxton Hicks contractions, and 3 people in this house have told me I am starting to drop!

So now starts to countdown til baby day!!

I'm planning on going to the Temple this Saturday, hopefully I'll go to the Temple first...THEN go into labor!

I'll keep this posted...

And so the journey begins...

2010-08-18T07:05:00.001-07:00

We had been preparing weeks for this very day! I was so excited that my "baby", my first born was starting Kindergarten, I didn't even think about being sad.
Today when he walked on that bus, the emotions hit me like a bag of bricks. I didn't full out cry, but sure felt like it! I had to hold back those tears.

He will do well in Kindergarten. He has his best friend (his cousin) there every step of the way. I think if it was just him going on that bus, he would have taken it differently, but since he had Dan there with him, it made it easier.

SO...what does a mother do when her first child is at school? Why, of course, go to his school to "check up on him" ;o)

37 weeks

2010-08-17T18:26:00.000-07:00

I had a doctors appointment last Friday, the heart beat was 150 and I'm measuring at exactly 36 weeks/cm.
No progress. Just braxton hicks contractions and the feeling like this girl is going to poke her way out!

Baby shower this Saturday.

Happy Birthday Brooke!

2010-08-15T00:00:00.000-07:00

4 years ago today we brought this beautiful girl into the world!

She is crazy, wild, loud and obnoxious, but my life wouldn't be the same without her in it!
She may be crazy and wild and all those things, but she is the sweetest most loving girl, who loves to give hugs and kisses!
She's a daddy's girl through and through. I don't think she would know what to do with herself if daddy wasn't here.
I tell Matt all the time that Brooke is Melissa's child (Matt's sister) just the Lord gave her to me instead. She has her personality and looks! It's crazy!

I love this mamasita! She's my big helper and I know she will love Elise and be a big helper! She already calls Elise "my baby". "I can't wait until my baby is out of your belly." :o)

I know for a fact she will stand up for herself. She doesn't take any bullying.

Brooke Eden, you are loved more than words can express! My life, your daddy's life wouldn't be the same, and it sure as heck wouldn't be as exciting without you in it! We love you baby girl!

The countdown begins...

2010-08-11T18:17:00.000-07:00

So the countdown beings! I'm 36 weeks pregnant. 4 more weeks to go (or less)!
It seems so surreal! Time has gone by so fast, yet it seems like I shouldn't be done.
I have mixed emotions, as most mothers-to-be do!

I can't wait until my baby shower! Those always make the pregnancy seem so real and the upcoming birth real as well.
I can't wait until I go into labor (ok, that's stretching it a little) I'm actually petrified!! I'm more excited about the after affect of the labor!
I can't wait to see what Elise will look like, or who she will look like!
I look forward to that special bonding time I have with my babies after delivery. I stay in the hospital all by myself, just me and baby time, I love that!
I can't wait to bring her home and see how my kids take to her. All 3 of them will be wonderful big siblings! That I'm sure of!
I can't wait to see the daddy-daughter bonding time! Another one of my all time favorites! There's nothing like seeing your husband love and bond with the baby you both made! Matt is honestly the best at it, seeing how he bonds with each of the kids makes me fall more and more in love with him!

I will try to keep this updated for the 2 or 3 of you who actually read this!! haha

These are a few of my favorite things...

2010-07-25T17:28:00.000-07:00

I got this post idea from a friend and had to post it as well, since I love "The Sound of Music".

Favorite Hair Care:
This stuff smells great, it's natural and it makes my hair SO soft and smooth!

Favorite Make-up:
There really are no words to describe it but, Amazing!

Favorite Indulgence:
These little balls of chocolaty goodness are just heavenly! The center just melts in your mouth!

Favorite Smells:
Ok, so I'm a freak when it comes to smells. My favorites are Amber Romance, Clinique Happy, Sweet Pea, and yes...Tide Laundry Detergent. I like stuff that touches me to smell good!

Favorite past time:
I've only loved reading as of 6 years ago, when I married Matt. Matt's mom is a BIG time reader and has introduced me to many great books.
I LOVE to paint, it's my escape, though I haven't done it in years!

These are just some of my Favorite Things. What's yours?

Happy Birthday to Me!

2010-07-15T14:11:00.000-07:00

(When I was 17 or 18)

I was born in Wareham, Ma. I'm an East Coast girl through and through!
I LOVE chocolate!
My favorite color is PINK
My favorite food is Chinese Food (from Wareham). Nothing else really compares.
When I was a junior in High School I went to Art All State (where only one student from each school in Mass. gets to participate in fun Art stuff in Boston).
I love painting! It's my escape, though I haven't picked up a brush since Gabriel was born.
I majored in Art in College for 2 years. I learned so much, but have forgotten a lot of it :o(
I also love Massage Therapy. I went through a lot of courses in 06, but never finished because we moved to Colorado.
I'm a stomach sleeper! Being pregnant and not being able to sleep on my stomach isn't a great mix.
I have 2 older brothers (15 and 17 years older). When I married Matt I got a shock, he has 6 siblings and many, many, many Aunts and Uncles...and cousins!
Being basically the only child just makes me want to have all my kids close together so they can become the best of friends.
I am big into politics. Some people hate it, but I think it's wonderful to know what's going on with our country! Although politics can get nasty, it's fun!
I'm a shy person. I sometimes dislike this about myself!
I'm all about smells! I need everything that touches me to smell pretty!
My favorite smells are Amber Romance, Clinique Happy, and Ralph Lauren Romance.
My favorite flower is a Gerber Daisy.
I have lived in 6 states and have moved a total of 12 times during my life time!
I have lived in more states being married then I did when I was living with my parents!
I used to HATE my name when I was younger. I wanted to change it to Sarah (how plain), but when the guys would always compliment me on my name, I grew to love it.
I'm left handed, but do just about everything else (other than eating and writing) with my right hand....weird!
I love naps! Heck, I love sleep....period!
I can't wait until Matt is a Chaplain....for many, many reasons!
I am 1/4 Lithuanian. My Grandma on my dad's side is 100%. I just wish she would have taught me Russian, so I could have been bi-lingual!
One of my pet peeves: Rudeness! I can't stand it when you are nothing but nice then receive nothing but ice cold words back!
I normally hate winters, but I love snuggling up in a blanket sipping on hot chocolate watching a good movie or T.V show when there is a blizzard or snow storm outside!
I'm extremely observant!
I'm very forgiving! Sometimes too forgiving!

Happy Birthday Tristan!

2010-07-13T00:00:00.000-07:00

I'm not the best as expressing myself....at all! That's a talent I lack, but I will try my hardest for this post!

I can't believe 2 years ago, Tristan came into this world. He is such an amazing, loving, special child!
I knew from the second I knew I was pregnant we had a connection...and a very very strong connection at that. I thought he was a girl for the longest time because we had such a strong bond!
I have a pretty easy first trimester, it's my second and third that get to me! I always have something going wrong (i.e. hip problems, enormous pressure in my abdomen, can't stand up longer than 5 min, etc.). When I can't take the pain, I usually ask for a blessing from Matt. He gave me a few blessings during my pregnancy with Tristan and it always consisted of how he (Tristan) knew what I was going through just to bring him into this world and that he loved me for it, more than I knew!
I always felt that love from him.

He is a strong willed boy! He came into this world on his own, per say (I didn't have to do any pushing, he was ready, and he was coming out himself). He has been like that since! He does things himself, very independent. He doesn't let anyone push him around (Brooke has learned the hard way). When Matt gave Tristan his baby blessing, it consisted of being a Military guy! We have seen that in his every day acts. He wakes up at the slightest sound. He doesn't even flinch at pain (he once cut himself on a soda can and just looked at the blood pouring from his finger and just looked at me for some help, no crying or anything) and he's very perceptive! He is always aware of his surroundings. All things you need while in the Military!

He is such a loving boy! I don't think I have seen a child so loving. He hugs and kisses us every chance he gets. He could cuddle with us forever if we let him. He's always so willing to help at the drop of a hat! He picks up things off the floor I missed while vacuuming or he will pick up all the clothes off the floor after I get the kids ready and he puts it right in the washing machine!

I'm so happy to have him in my life, in our family! I know I was given a special child of God. It will be fun to see how our connection grows as he gets older. He is a mommy's boy and I secretly hope he will always be one :o)

Happy Birthday Tristan Matthew! I love you more than you know♥

A thought...

2010-07-05T11:58:00.000-07:00

"Rather than simply passing through trials, we must allow trials to pass

through us in ways that sanctify us." Neal A. Maxwell

A feeling of accomplishment!

2010-06-25T16:51:00.000-07:00

For his 5th Birthday, Gabriel received a Cars puzzle book from one of our friends. He ate it up! He wanted to do those puzzles all hours of the day.

Soon he tackled 25 pieces, then we bought him a 48 piece puzzle. He figured them out within hours!
We were at Target and saw a 100 piece puzzle and thought "Maybe...just maybe." He picked out the puzzle he wanted. We got home and Matt helped him the first time. Gabriel actually figured it out really fast! He was pacing along with Matt.

Today he completed that 100 piece puzzle ALL by himself! It took him 2 hours to accomplish (it would have taken less time, if Brooke didn't keep pestering him).
He was so proud of himself and his accomplishment!
I must say, I'm extremely proud of him, too! It makes me cringe just looking at that puzzle (I'm not a puzzle person).

Soon, maybe sooner than we think, he will work up to 1,000 piece puzzles! For that, Matt will have fun helping out!

Happy Father's Day!

2010-06-19T17:34:00.000-07:00

Hummus...

2010-06-18T15:14:00.000-07:00

...is pretty darn yummy!! I've found my new favorite snack!

Fluff

2010-06-11T19:52:00.000-07:00

Love finding childhood stuff! I grew up on this stuff! You may say "but isn't that marshmallow cream?" NO!! It tastes so much better! Maybe because it's nostalgic, but it definitely tastes much different then your ordinary marshmallow cream.

What I love is making a fluffer nutter! Peanut Butter + Fluff = yummy!

If you haven't tried it, I suggest you go out to your store now and get some fluff and make yourself a yummy, sugary fluffer nutter! Your kids will LOVE it :o)

27 weeks

2010-06-11T09:10:00.000-07:00

(It's amazing what a little swing of the hip can do. I look much bigger here then 27 weeks)

(Brooke took this picture)

(Gabriel took this picture)

(Gabriel took this picture)

The kids and I wanted to take pictures (more so me then them). Gabriel and Brooke helped take some pictures though, and it all turned out wonderfully! It's always fun to see how pictures turn out when kids take them. With the help of some editing, it looks professional ;o)

Father, Daughter bond!

2010-05-25T14:46:00.001-07:00

It's moments like these that I just love!

The Best 6 Years!

2010-05-22T00:00:00.000-07:00

(Messy cake kiss!)

I can't believe it's been 6 years already! It seems like we have been married for a year and some days it seems like we have been married forever!

Matt is my everything! He's an amazing father, husband and best of all, Eternal Companion!

I trust him completely! Matt has shown me at how trustworthy he is, from the very very start!

It seems like we have known each other far beyond this life, when we were talking on the phone it was like we are remembering what we knew before we came here on earth.

I love everything about him. His smell, the sound of his voice, and all his idiosyncrasies.

I'm so glad I said "yes!" to his proposal! We complete each other.

I love you Matthew!

Thankful.

2010-05-11T15:19:00.000-07:00

I have always been thankful for my family, but more so lately!

Matt works at a Mental Health Facility working with abused children from the ages of 3-18. He told me of this one kid (who he never dealt with) who was abused pretty badly, he was tied to the toilet from the age of around 12 months until he was taken in by the state. His parents (or caregiver) would throw his food in the toilet and his only source of water was the toilet water. Needless to say, he never had interaction so when he was 6 he still wasn't talking and was always on all fours begging and barking like a dog.

It's stories like these that make me go to my kids and hug and kiss them over and over again, thankful they are my children! I am thankful that Heavenly Father gave them to me.

I think of situations like the one I gave above of abuse and think about what Heavenly Father thinks of it all! I get all balled up inside and want to literally kill these sickos who abuse children like that. But I know God is perfect! He has everything planned out.

Have you kissed your kids lately just because your thankful for them? It does wonders to their soul! :o)

Life's a Journey.

2010-05-03T16:09:00.000-07:00

You never know where life is going to take you.

Matt has been in the Guard for about 10 years. He went Active Duty for a little over a year in 2007 where he was the Chaplain's Assistant. He loved every second of it. The Chaplain who he worked for loved his job and served his soldiers with loyalty. He looked forward to being deployed just for the sheer fact of helping his soldiers out and being part of the action.
As the Chaplain's Assistant, Matt had several opportunities to sit in on counseling sessions, mostly with women, but a lot with married couples and other soldiers. He loved how the Chaplain helped these wounded souls, who saw death overseas, and a lot whose marriages were falling apart due to the fact of being deployed.

Matt is a calm guy, yet he's a very, very good leader! He's walked into many Commander's Office and talked to them bluntly with no fear. He received a medal (I wish I knew the name) for doing such a good job helping the Chaplain. Matt excels at everything he does. He loves helping people out with their problems and always has a solution! I wish I had that ability.
He wants to be a Chaplain for the sheer fact that he will help our soldiers who need someone to talk to when they can't talk to their superior.

A few months ago, he was helping a friend try to find out what to do in life. He gave him the advise of joining the Army and going the Chaplain route due to the fact that this said friend loves Counseling. Needless to say, that never worked out for that said friend for many different reasons, but it gave Matt a fire for Chaplaincy that he hasn't felt since 2007. He prayed and prayed about it and felt a big urge to pursue it! I felt the same. We have been in the process of pursuing the Chaplaincy route.

We have already met with the Bishop and we next have to meet with the Stake Pres. and then a General Authority (or Area Authority). Matt will start school this fall for Marriage and Family Counseling. He will then work his way up to be a Captain in the Army through the Guard.

A lot of people have said to me "I could never be an Army wife, kudos to you!" or "Why would you go back to Army life?"
I honestly LOVE Army life! I LOVE the stability of getting a paycheck every 1st and 15th of the month. No more financial struggle!! Free Health care, dental. Oh, and the fact that if Matt does this for 20-30 years, we will get an amazing retirement, which means we can go on a mission on a whim!
Yeah, Deployment stinks! I won't see my husband for a year, I know this! To me, it's a sacrifice. I'm giving my husband to serve this wonderful country! And to be honest, one year is nothing compared to Eternity, which I get to spend with him.

I can't wait for this experience. I can't wait to go different places, and hopefully overseas :o) I can't wait for the formal balls (I'm such a girly girl, this is right up my alley). I can't wait to serve our country, and our soldiers.

What's in a name?

2010-04-16T10:05:00.001-07:00

So, what's in a name? A lot! It sticks with you for the rest of your life!
I'm at a standstill with our sweet girl's middle name!

Her name will be Elise _fill in the blank_ Armstrong.

Our family of SIX!!

2010-04-07T17:38:00.000-07:00

We went in today to get an ultrasound to see how the baby is doing and things look wonderful!
We are having a little GIRL!!!!
Gabriel and Brooke are so excited to be getting a sister! I asked them right before we left what they wanted this baby to be. Of course Brooke wanted a sister, and Gabriel said he also wanted a baby sister!

We were in the room looking at the baby and Brooke kept saying "The baby is glowing!!" she thought it was awesome that we had a little glow in the dark baby! She also wanted that baby to come out right then an there!

I would show you the picture of the goods, and it's such a cute picture, but I'll save her from being humiliated. But I will tell you that the picture is a perfect outline of her bum (she was facing away from the camera).

We are so excited to have another sweet little girl in our family! I honestly couldn't have planned it better myself!

General Conference

2010-04-05T07:58:00.000-07:00

There are 2 times a year that I always look forward to. General Conference. I always learn so much, from things I already knew but needed to be reminded of, and things I needed to hear.
I feel so thankful to be a member of my church. I'm thankful for the knowledge I have about the gospel.

Also, since Conference was on Easter Weekend, I would like to add at how grateful I am for the Atonement and Resurrection of Christ. Without it, we would not rise again.

17 weeks

2010-04-01T12:24:00.000-07:00

Today I went to the Dr.'s and brought the whole family along. It was fun because Gabriel understood a little bit that what he heard was the baby's heartbeat.

The baby's ♥beat is at 162. I am measuring exactly where I'm supposed to be. It's fun seeing my belly grow and to feel how hard it's getting. I also love feeling this baby move! I can't wait until he/she moves all the time!!

Stay tuned for the 7th!!
I go for an ultrasound to determine what baby Armstrong will be!

6 years ago today!

2010-03-27T00:00:00.000-07:00

It was March 27, 2004. I was on an LDS Dating site, and really thought if I was ever going to meet "the one" on this dumb site!

I was 20, about to turn 21, so I went ahead and started the process of preparing to go on a mission! I really felt kind of weird about doing the whole process, but never knew why, like I had something bigger coming my way.

Saturday the 27th I checked my mail on this dating site to see if there were any guys "interested" in me. I found this one guy who "winked" at me, and thought he was pretty darn hot, so I "winked" right back at him! It was then I started to read his profile and found he was into a lot of the same things I was into. He was a very passionate guy!

He then saw that I was online and sent me an IM. We chatted for a while until we thought it would be ok to call each other. He called me about 2 min after that, and that's when both of us knew this wasn't just any call to any random person, this was a call to our Eternal Companions! (corny...yeah, maybe)

We talked about everything we could think of that day, until I had to go to work. I thought about him the whole time while at work, it was embarrassing! I was blushing the whole time! Oh, young love!

I went to church the next day and my girls that I taught could tell there was something different about me. I was smiling all the time. I was just happier in general. We called each other that day and figured out this was totally meant to be. The Lord had something to do with this, no doubt!

Matt told me that he too was on this one site a while before our talking and had some bad encounters with girls who pretended to be good members of the church. He canceled his account, and vowed to never do on line dating again!

He was running one night and had this amazing prompting to go back on line, on this exact site that he vowed to never go on again. Matt was a bit weary, but signed up again and that very night saw my profile on there.

A few weeks before this ever happened, his father gave him a father's blessing and in that blessing he was promised that he would soon be with his wife. Matt was taken a back a bit because he wasn't dating anyone at the time!

Those are some of the reasons why I know the Lord had a lot to do with our getting together again here on earth!

We talked on the phone every chance we got until we finally met in person in April. That first encounter was like nothing else. We knew each other before we came to this earth. When we "met" for the first time, it was reuniting again! I felt like I had known him my whole life, and even more.

He proposed to me at the Boston Temple, then a few weeks later we drove out to Missouri to meet his family. I could write a whole different blog about his family, they are amazing!

Today, I couldn't be happier with my decision on my Eternal Companion! He's absolutely my best friend! He's an amazing father and husband. I look forward to what life has in store for us, but most importantly, I can't wait to spend the Eternities with him.

Sticker obsessed!

2010-03-18T16:00:00.001-07:00

Brooke loves Tinkerbell and stickers. Can you tell? She's such a girl! How I love her!

Those Little Answered Prayers...

2010-02-21T11:49:00.000-08:00

This little girl gave Matt and myself a mini heart attack yesterday while at the mall.

For those of you who don't know Brooke, know she's a wild child. Always up for adventure, and more days then not, will find her own adventure. Everyone loves her, and people draw to her because of her personality. She's basically a carbon copy of Matt's sister!

So, we went to the mall to buy some clothes for Matt and I. I was in Motherhood Maternity when Matt called my cell phone telling me Brooke ran off and he can't find her.

My heart skipped a beat. Knowing my innocent girl was out in the mall by herself scared me to death. I was more afraid that some sicko would take her. The longer she was gone, the shorter the chances were we would find her.

Matt told me he was letting Gabriel go up and down the escalators, and felt bad that he wasn't letting Brooke do the same, so he let Brooke go. He told her that she only go up and down the escalator and no where else! That didn't happen...

Brooke went up while Gabriel was going down and Brooke ran off into Sears. Matt tried hard to run up the escalator, but had no luck with people on it. He had to wait for Gabriel to get back up to go look for Brooke, but by the time he had Gabriel with him and looked in Sears, Brooke was no where to be found. That's when he called me.

I looked down stairs and even went to Godiva to see if Brooke wandered into that store (she's as much of a chocoholic as I am) but no Brooke.

I said a little prayer in my heart that Brooke would be safe, where ever she was. I instantly felt at peace, and a voice said "she's ok"! The worry instantly went away and I knew that we would eventually find her.

Matt and I both came out of Sears and Matt went back in while I had the two boys to look for her himself. He walked by a worker and overheard on his walky-talky that there was a girl missing from her mommy and daddy. He asked the guy where she was and he said she was in the toys section! Of course!! We looked everywhere, BUT there.

Brooke was ashamed. Matt told her she scared mommy and daddy and then picked her up and loved on her. She knew she did something she wasn't supposed to do. We always tell the kids that they are to never ever run off because there are bad people out there that could take them, and they seemed to understand. I guess her curiosity got the best of her.

She was gone for about half an hour, but it seemed like hours! We are so very thankful she was found and that she was safe!! I'm thankful for answered prayers and for the peace I felt when I prayed.

My new toy!!

2010-02-12T12:21:00.000-08:00

Matt has been wanting to get me a good quality camera for a long time! We haven't had a camera at all since July of last year. I'm thankful for the camera we did have because when Matt and I first got married we had NO camera! So needless to say, there are not a lot of pics of Gabriel as a new born.

I looked around and was set on a Nikon. I then talked to a good friend of mine who is a photographer (an amazing one, may I add) and she suggested a Canon Rebel. We got to the store and picked this one out! I am in LOVE! I've already taken a ton of pics of the kids and love the quality of it!

May I also add that I am planning on becoming a photographer! I plan on starting classes the beginning of next year. I was planning on taking them this fall....but I have something a bit more important going on then!

Be prepared for a LOT of pictures...bwahahaha

Random memory...

2010-02-11T07:59:00.000-08:00

I was reading in my journal a little bit ago about when we were in Missouri with Matt's parents before we came out to Arizona. I saw one specific entry that I couldn't resist posting on here.

They live about a half an hour away from Far West Temple Site. It was May 2009, Carl and Rachel were there. Carl was there to live for a while and Rachel was there just to visit, so before Rachel left we all went to the Temple Site to have a picnic (just to the left of the picture, outside the gates). We also invited my father in laws 1st (or 2nd) Counseler and his family with us.

We got all the food out and we were about to eat, when this stray cat came and started to beg. Of course all the kids couldn't resist and had to give it food! That cat ate everything the kids gave it. Poor thing was starving. I guess because the kids were giving their food to it, the cat didn't mind the kids rough housing with it. Every once and a while, the cat would start wandering away, or climb up a tree to get away from the madness. But, it would always come back for more food.

We played fun games, had great food, but alas, every good thing must come to an end. We all had to go to the bathroom pretty badly, so I got Gabriel and Brooke and brought them to the bathroom, but it was locked! They had drunk a good amount of water, so they had to go really bad. Gabriel's cousin, Dan (2 weeks older then Gabriel) is a crazy kid and peed in the trees with no problem. Gabriel on the other hand flipped at the thought of exposing himself and peeing on a tree! Matt reassure him that it's ok to pee on a tree every once and a while if there is nothing else available. It took quite some time to convince him, but his bladder was on his mind and finally peed on a tree away from everyone!

It was Brooke's turn, but she just couldn't point and shoot, it's of course a bigger hassle to get a girl to go. She was crossing her legs and holding herself, she had to pee so much. My mother in law took her on a rock to see if she would be comfortable sitting on something to make her go. No! She wouldn't have it!

So here we are, with a half naked 2 year old refusing to pee anywhere. We tried near a tree...No! She just didn't like the fact of peeing on herself (which I don't blame her). My mother in law had a thought of sitting her on the trash can. We laughed at the thought. A trash can? Never! But we were running out of ideas and Brooke wasn't liking any of them.
Matt talked to Brooke and told her that she should try peeing in the trash can. Brooke flipped because honestly,to a 2 year old that trash can was kind of intimidating! It had a huge opening and was just huge, period!
Picture a 2 year old screaming bloody murder because she thought her father was going to put her in a trash can! We were near sacred grounds and there were people in the Temple site looking at us. I'm not sure if they were pitting us or looking at us with disdain! Either way, I wasn't going to drive home with a half naked girl with pee all over her.
It took no convincing. All that crying made it all come out. And of course Brooke giggled at the idea that she had just peed in a trash can! We praised her to no end!

We all got home, had some homemade brownies and then I gave all 3 kids a well needed bath!

That's one memory I will never forget!

10 1/2 weeks

2010-02-11T07:36:00.000-08:00

I'm about 10 1/2 weeks pregnant and really don't feel pregnant! I've never felt like this, and I'm thankful.

Ever since I told Gabriel and Brooke that I had a baby growing in my belly, they have been really in tune to the whole fact, especially Brooke. She feels my belly and tells me there's a baby in there but it won't come out for a while. My stomach has been getting harder lately and Brooke loves touching it. She wishes she had a baby growing in her belly...or so she tells me. I assure her that when she gets to be mommy's age, she too will get to have a baby in her belly, and she giggles at the thought. She is definitely a mother at heart already and she's only 3 1/2.

I'm looking forward to see all this pregnancy has to offer. I'll have more than just Matthew supporting me through this whole process. I'll have Gabriel and Brooke right by my side counting down the days until this baby comes out.

Happy Birthday Gabriel!

2010-02-04T00:00:00.000-08:00

It's hard to imagine my first born is 5 years old. Where did the time go?

I thought life was over once he went to Primary, but now I have 2 who go. Obviously my life isn't over...yet. There are still many years left to teach this sweet boy the in's and out's to life.

Gabriel has brought so much happiness, love and emotion to our lives. He is our emotional boy, our kid who comforts me when I'm crying, telling me everything will be o.k. and that he loves me.

Gabriel will grow up to be an amazing man. The way he rubs my back when I don't feel well or the way he holds Matt's arm when they are watching football together. He already wants to change Tristan's diaper, and has tried many times to wipe Tristan's butt...haha!

I love Gabriel more then words can say. There's something special between a mother and her first born. He's special, and Heavenly Father has entrusted me with him. For that, I am so very thankful!

And it begins...at 6 weeks

2010-01-16T19:54:00.000-08:00

It always amazes me at how fast our babies grow within each week! Isn't my baby cute? ;o)

The symptoms of pregnancy have finally hit! I am nauseated like no ones business, and my hormones are completely out of whack! Although I'm not complaining. I'm thankful that it's just nauseousness instead of full out kneeling at the throne! And I've learned to control my hormones (most of the time) haha.

My cravings right now are nothing but fresh veggies like salads, cucumbers, green beans. YUM!

As always, with all of my pregnancies, I can't wait to feel this baby move inside me for the first time!! That is my all time favorite part.

#4

2010-01-11T19:53:00.000-08:00

"A baby is God's opinion that the world should go on".

I honestly love being pregnant! Sure, there is the whole first 3 months of nauseousness and never eating(for me I don't throw up, and I count myself as very lucky). Other then that, why do I have reason to not like it? I am carrying a precious spirit that Heavenly Father entrusted ME with!

I have mixed emotions right now mostly because my mom never gets excited that we get pregnant! I guess we need to be millionaires to have kids! It's kind of disappointing that she doesn't support me fully, but I am so very thankful that I have a loving, supportive husband who puts my mind at ease about what my mom thinks!

Right now, I really don't have any symptoms. I don't eat as much, and my boobs hurt...oh, and I'm getting upset at the easiest of things! Today I was at my highest level of emotions...

We are so very happy to be adding an addition to our precious little family. I have my first appt. Jan. 25th and can't wait to see how that goes.

Talents

2010-01-03T17:13:00.000-08:00

I have come to realize lately that I am in love with playing the piano! Sure, I'm no Mozart, or anything close! I've played the piano since I was 8, but was never really taught the right techniques. I was turned off by piano playing because I was never taught correctly.

It wasn't until I met Matthew that this all changed. I knew from the moment he played the piano for me over the phone that this was who I was going to marry (well...add in some other experiences...). He was the best piano player I'd ever heard up until that point and was awestruck at how amazing he was at it.

We then got married and moved out to Oklahoma and took some college courses together. One of which was piano. Dr. Hyunsoon Whang was my piano teacher who was/is one of the most fiery people I've met. I progressed so fast in that 2 months of being there. I was playing stuff I never thought I would play! I continued, and still continue to better my skills on the piano.

The Lord has given me a talent and I need to use it to the best of my ability. I am thankful for that talent. I love the piano and how much peace it brings to my soul and the peace it brings into our home.

Welcome 2010!

2010-01-02T10:35:00.001-08:00

I can't believe time goes by so fast. May of 2004 I married my sweetheart, we got pregnant and Feb of 2005 I had Gabriel. Gabriel will be starting kindergarten come the end of this year and it doesn't seem possible, but it's inevitable.

Matt will continue his education with this being his second semester of Graduate School. He will soon be teaching college, his dream job. Right now he is teaching piano and voice, which he shines at.

I made a promise to the kids that I will read to them every night. I used to read to them, but not every night, which they deserve. I already see improvements, especially with Brooke, she will read the book back to me.
I cut the alphabet out of really pretty paper and laminated it so Gabriel and Brooke can organize them. They love it. I've made sort of a "New Year Resolution" to teach them as much as I can this year so Gabriel can enter Kindergarten well prepared.

2010 has so much to offer for our family. I can't wait to see what it has in store.

Thanksgiving '09

2009-12-16T12:14:00.000-08:00

We had Thanksgiving at a friends house. We felt very grateful for their hospitality. It was a great time and man, was it a feast!!!

While we were there, Gabriel kept looking at this snake they had. It was about 4-5 feet long. We honestly thought Gabriel would scream like a little girl if they brought it out. They brought the snake out and Gabriel really loved that snake! He didn't want to let it go! Brooke on the other hand....was scared to death of it! But they brought out a baby snake, just her size, for her to hold and she loved it. She didn't want to let it go either!
Just for the record....there will NEVER be a snake in this home. NEVER!!

The Real Meaning of Christmas.

2009-12-10T13:11:00.000-08:00

Love, The Ultimate Act of Service.

2009-12-06T19:56:00.000-08:00

"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.”
"Love is like oxygen...love lifts you up where you belong." Moulin Rouge.

Today in R.S we talked bout Showing Love, and our best teacher of love, Christ, and becoming more like him.

The RS President told of a story she saw on News. This Muslim who owned a store had a rude awakening, when this guy came in with a bat and demanded all the money in the cash drawer. The Muslim acted like he was going to give this man the money but instead grabbed a hand gun and pointed it at the robber. The robber went straight to his knees and begged this Muslim to spare his life and proceeded to tell him that his family is starving and this was his only option. The Muslim felt bad, started to pray with him, and then gave the robber $40 and a loaf of bread. He was going to give the robber some milk, but he bolted before the Muslim could give it to him.

Some months later the store owner received a letter in the mail with no return address on it. The letter was from this robber who told this Muslim how he changed his life. He and his family were starving and he needed to do something to take care of them. When he went into the store, he honestly thought he was going to die as the store owner held that gun to him, but when he gave this robber money and food instead, he didn't know what to think. The robber converted to the Muslim belief and in the letter gave this owner $50 for the $40 that he received during the robbery.

This story hit a lot of people's hearts and they started giving the store owner money in letters. What do you think he did with this money he received? He decided to let the homeless come into his store for a free coffee and bagel every morning. What a true act of love and act of service.

Why YES, I AM posting about New Moon!!

2009-11-20T21:10:00.000-08:00

New Moon was done so much better then Twilight was!!

I love the constant love Jacob shows to Bella. It actually makes me want to pull for Jacob, I'm a bit fickle and love both Edward & Jacob. When it comes down to it though, I'm all for Edward. The love Bella has for Edward is just amazing.

Exclusive 'New Moon' Trailer Premiere:

Eternity

2009-11-08T18:40:00.000-08:00

Today we had our Primary Presentation. They talked about a lot of things but one that stood out was Eternal Families.I'm thankful to have a knowledge of Eternity. Knowing that no matter what happens here on Earth, I WILL be with my family again.

I ♥ my Heavenly Father! I ♥ my church!

Halloween 09

2009-10-31T21:06:00.001-07:00

This year for Halloween we had a Spider Man

We had a Tinkerbell

And a Cow.

It's so fun to see my children progress each year. Last year Tristan was only 3 months old. Gabriel was an elephant last year and this year was very adamant about being Spider Man. Brooke was a princess last year and was very adamant about being Tinkerbell this year, although I have to admit, we got her the outfit for her Birthday because she just loves dressing up.....she's a girly girl to the max.

We are very much looking forward to next year's Halloween. We are going all out. We will be dressing up as Nintendo Characters. I will be Daisy, Matt will be Luigi, Gabriel will be Mario, Brooke will be Peach and Tristan will be Toad. IF we have another kid by then, they will either be Toadette or baby Luigi. So...here's to next year :o)

Casting Call for.....Brooke....maybe...

2009-10-17T09:04:00.000-07:00

http://family.go.com/gapcastingcall/entries/beautiful_cantus/716242942/

Well, I entered Brooke into a GAP Contest. If she wins, she will be a GAP kid. If she's a runner up, she will get these prizes: All 20 finalists will receive:

* Professional Gap photo shoot
* $500 Gap GiftCard redeemable for a babyGap or GapKids wardrobe

Deluxe Disney gift bags:

* Jonas Brothers' Lines, Vines and Trying Times CD>
* Demi Lovato's Here We Go Again CD>
* A special selection of books from Disney Press>
* A 20" Winnie the Pooh Plush from DisneyStore.com>
* Disney Movie Club DVD Prize package including Bolt,
WALL-E and Mary Poppins 45th Anniversary Special Edition>

So what are you waiting for? Go and vote for her :o)

Is this in our Future?!

2009-10-13T20:10:00.001-07:00

By Hilary White

GORLESTON, UK, September 9, 2009 (LifeSiteNews.com) - A young British mother has criticized medical guidelines that, she said, resulted in doctors refusing treatment and leaving her newborn premature son to die. 23 year-old Sarah Capewell told media that her son Jayden, born at 21 weeks and five days gestation, was refused intensive care because he was two days under the limit set by Nuffield Council on Bioethics, a UK bioethics think tank that creates guidelines for medical practice.

Capewell said that her son Jayden cried and lived for two hours before dying in her arms. During that time, his mother took photos of him and pleaded with doctors that he be admitted to the special baby unit at James Paget University Hospital (JPH). Staff at the hospital, in Gorleston, Norfolk, told her that had Jayden been born two days later they would have helped him.

Since her son's death, Capewell has launched an internet campaign to change the guidelines and says that she has received messages of support from around the world.

Guidelines set down by the Nuffield Council on Bioethics in 2006 say that intensive care should never be given to babies below 22 weeks gestation, and rarely to those below 23 weeks. In secular bioethics, this is called Futile Care Theory, which holds that in cases where there is no hope for improvement of an incapacitating condition, such as extreme prematurity, no treatment should be offered.

A spokesman for the Nuffield Council told LifeSiteNews.com that "resources are not covered in the guidelines". The guidelines, said Catherine Joynson, communications manager of the Nuffield Council on Bioethics, "state that doctors caring for premature babies should not be driven by the resource implications of their decisions. those decisions should be determined by clinical judgements of priority." Nevertheless, while preterm babies often suffer long-term health effects, some born before 22 weeks survived in the US and Canada with intensive perinatal care. In 1987, James Elgin Gill was born at 21 weeks and 5 days gestation and survived. In 2007, Amillia Sonja Taylor, born in October in Miami, Florida, at less than 21 weeks and six days gestation and under 10 ounces, survived to go home with her parents in March that year.

In the case of Sarah Capewell' son, the Nuffeld Council guidance that staff reportedly cited was backed up by advice published by the British Association of Perinatal Medicine (BAPM) last year. The BAPM paper itself, however, does not mandate the refusal of treatment, saying only, "This is not a set of instructions, but a framework to highlight the range of evidence and opinion that needs to be considered by staff and parents."

"The care of the mother, her fetus and the baby, will always need to be individualized and should be led by senior staff in all disciplines. The parents' hopes and expectations need to be explored with honesty and compassion in a realistic way, drawing upon the available evidence."

The BAPM paper says that in cases where children are born before 23 weeks gestation, "it would be considered in the best interests of the baby, and standard practice, for resuscitation not to be carried out." It continues, however, "If the parents wish they should have the opportunity to discuss outcomes with a second senior member of the perinatal team."

But Capewell reports that her wishes were ignored by hospital staff. "When I asked about my baby's human rights," she said, "the attitude of the doctors seemed to be that he did not have any. They said before 22 weeks he was just a fetus."

Under British criminal law, an unborn child can be killed by abortion up to 24 weeks gestation without any cause being stated and up to the time of full gestation if he is suspected of suffering from some disability.

The British national health care rationing body, the National Institute of Health and Clinical Excellence (N.I.C.E.), has plainly stated that such guidelines are based on financial motives, in consideration of how expensive a treatment will be compared to the "quality of life years" it can provide. This is an expression of a new utilitarian trend in the philosophy of medical care that has replaced classical medical ethics in recent decades.

In traditional medical ethics, the governing principle, according to the ancient Hippocratic Oath, is to "do no harm" to the patient. In modern utilitarian bioethics, the guiding principle is to produce "the greatest good for the greatest number," whether that good benefits the patient or not.

Under this principle, which has swept the medical world in most western countries that have adopted government socialized medical care, it is increasingly common for medical guidelines to allow doctors to decide, against a patient's wishes or those of his family, that further medical treatment is "futile" and can be discontinued. In countries such as Britain and Canada, where the provision of food and water are considered "medical treatment," this can mean that a patient can be legally dehydrated to death, often while being placed in permanent sedation.

*This article edited on Sept. 10, 2009 at 4:22pm EST.

2009-10-13T20:08:00.001-07:00

Time Out For Women 2009

2009-10-12T11:43:00.001-07:00

October 9-10 we had Time Out For Women. I didn't get the opportunity to go the 9th (Friday) but I was lucky enough to go Saturday thanks to my friend Liz :o) It was such a great experience and it was amazing to be with sisters in my ward that I got to know a lot better because of this event♥

We got to hear a lot of great speakers and in between the speakers we heard Kenneth Cope sing with his amazing talented voice. He's not that hard on the eyes either ;o) My friend Kira had a camera, so we went up to take pictures with him and get his signature. We were like teenagers meeting this famous person. He was so down to earth and extremely nice to his fans. We were lucky enough to be first in line :o)
YAY for Kenneth Cope and for the opportunity to meet him and go to Time Out for Women :o) :o)

Update on Life!

2009-10-05T20:12:00.000-07:00

Since it's been FOREVER since my last post, I'd thought I would update all of you on what's going on in life.

We arrived here in Arizona August 20th, and despite people warning us of the horrible heat, it's actually not that bad!! Humid heat is worse then this heat! Sure, you get burned within a min. of standing out in the sun, but when your in the shade you don't feel how hot it is outside! We moved into our home with the help of some friends (actually my ex-boyfriend and his wife and some of their friends) Only 4 people helped out, and if it wasn't for them we would have been in a WORLD of hurt! And yes, it was awkward having an ex of mine come help out, although we are still good friends, it kind of made Matt feel weird. We were still thankful none the less!
It has been a struggle being here. Matt was supposed to start a job and then they called up and told him that there wasn't enough people to put more staff on (Mental Health Hospital). So, here we were, with only a little bit of money and bills already needing to be paid. Thankfully Matt started a job this past week at a Mental Health Hospital working with adults....working night shifts! I hate night shifts, but it will do for now :o)
Being here has definitely been a testimony builder! It's also taught me humility...and I lot of it! We went to the Temple a few weeks ago, both Matt and I got an impression that everything was going to be OK. We have been feeling this for some time now, and I have even gotten blessings telling me that I will have everything I need (i.e. new car, new home, clothes, food...etc.) So all I have to do is have faith.

Updates on kids:
Gabriel~ He's talking more and more. He's also becoming more and more bossy. He's my little organizer and he's OCD already! Example: We have vertical blinds over our sliding glass door and when they get stuck and are not lined up perfectly he asks if he can fix the blinds....but of course, being the mother that I am I tell him no! I let him sit there for a while and then tell him to fix it :o) lol He's such a big helper! He's going to be a great big brother!! He will teach the other kids the right morals!

Brooke~ She's a total mommy's girl. She wants to do EVERYTHING with me. Lately she has been showering with me because she just loves copying everything I do. Example: When I'm done showering I run the bath so I can shave my legs (too much info? sorry, deal with it) So, when I shave she does the same thing, but she uses her hand as the razor...too cute! Ever since she was, I would say 2, she always wanted to put makeup on, so I bought her her own lip gloss, she opens and shuts that thing all the time. It even has a little mirror on it, and she puts the gloss on and looks in that little mirror and purses her lips together. Such a mommy's girl!

Tristan~ He's a mommy's boy!! He is the most loving and sweetest child we have had (Don't get me wrong, my other 2 were extremely sweet also, but he is different) He always hugs and kisses us. He also puts stuff that needs to go in the trash in the trash! He helps to clean up toys as well. I've always had a very strong connection to him ever since I knew I was pregnant with him (that's why I thought I was having a girl for the longest time) He's spoiled by me, there's no denying that and Matt gets a little irritated at times, but he can deal with it :o) He's a fast learner, but maybe that's because he's the 3rd child and sees Gabriel and Brooke do things that he wants to do. He was walking at 10 months and he's talking more and more :o)

Updates on Us:

Matt~ He's working full time and going to school full time, what a guy! He's also running his business full time! He teaches piano and voice. Good things will happen because of this business, I just know it!

Me~ I'm staying at home with the kids full time! I have been wanting to go back to school come this Spring. I will be going into Photography :o) I'm so very very excited!!!! I've also been into saving money. I've found some sites that keep you updated on what store is having sales. It's nice!

That's about it for now! I can't wait to see what the rest of this year has in store for the Armstrong's!! Optimism is my main goal :o)

Tristan turns 1 year old!

2009-07-12T14:52:00.000-07:00

We celebrated Tristan's 1st Birthday early due to the fact that I will be with my parents on his real Birthday (I'm bringing all the kids with me as well).

He had such a great time eating his cake! He also loved his pizza we had for dinner!
I can't believe he's already 1! It doesn't seem possible! He's such a pro at walking. He's not a pro at talking yet. He only babbles, he lets his brother and sister do all the talking for him. It's frustrating, but he's only 1!

We are preparing to go to AZ. I am wicked excited! I can't wait to get out there and start our new live. Matt is such a smarty and I know he will do wonderfully in his Masters program :o)

Independence Day!

2009-07-04T13:05:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 4th OF JULY!!
I just loved these photos! I hope you enjoy as well :o)

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Mormon Tabernacle Choir

2009-06-26T15:36:00.000-07:00

So, last night we went to see the Mormon Tabernacle Choir perform live at the Sprint Center in Kansas City, Missouri. It was amazing! We sat up front, we were in the 5th row, so we saw the big picture, although we didn't see EVERYTHING. We saw Lloyd Newell up close and Mac Wilberg up close! I absolutely love seeing people play their instruments and I got to see that up close as well. It was an awesome experience!
Of course there were protesters, but only 10 out of dozens and dozens I've seen when I went to the Palmyra Pageant several times as a youth and YSA. They always make me laugh. They come up with the dumbest signs...Oh well.

It was such a spiritual experience as well! I want to go again, but next time in Salt Lake City. :o)

Tristan Walking

2009-06-13T10:09:00.000-07:00

Tristan started to walk! We are so proud of him! This video is the early stages of walking, since then he takes steps with both feet and not just his left. He's a walking machine now :o)

Sorry it's sideways!

5 Years of Pure Happiness

2009-05-22T07:04:00.000-07:00

May 22, 2004 Matthew and I got married and I couldn't have made a better choice in my life.

For those of you who don't know my story, I guess I will tell you here how we met...

Matt and I met on line and both of us had a few experiences of meeting people on line that turned out to be complete duds! Matt vowed to never go on line again to date, and I was still curious.
Well, one day Matt had a very strong impression that he needed to go on LDS Mingle again. He was very confused, but he did as he was prompted. It was a day later that I saw his profile and gave him a "wink" ;o) That day we chatted on line and we agreed to call each other and talk to see how it turned out. Well, he called me and the moment he called I got this feeling that it was all going to work out.
We talked for a long time, but I soon had to go to work. I couldn't stop thinking about him all day at work. I called him the next day and that's where we knew that we were going to get married and there was nothing no body could do to stop us.
A few days into talking I was praying to the Lord asking if I needed to go on a mission or stay home and marry this man, and as soon as I said that, Matt called. talk about freaky!
Well, a month after talking on the phone we agreed that we needed to meet, so he flew out to Massachusetts. Days later, he proposed to me at the Boston Temple and a week or two later we drove out to Missouri so I could meet his family.
We were planning our wedding out so that we would get married in the Boston Temple, but we were...let's say, making out more then we should have and things got to the point where if we didn't get married we would have messed up (we didn't, although some family might have thought we did...we NEVER messed up). So we decided that getting married right then and there was the best choice for us. We prayed and fasted and we both got the impression that it was the best choice for us at that time. Well, we made the choice May 19th and got married May 22nd.

Lately I have been really kicking myself in the butt for not waiting and getting married in the Temple right away. We were faithful members of the church who didn't get married in the Temple and I felt guilty and still feel guilty for not doing so. Matt keeps telling me that it's in the past and that we are sealed and that's all that matters, but it's so more then that. Men don't understand the whole wedding process....the dress, the ring, the hair, the flowers, the bride's maids....etc. I think I'm bitter about that whole process then anything else. It's just an irrational thought process that I need to get over.

Over all, I'm so thankful to have such an amazing husband and father to my children! I couldn't have asked for a better man. He completely completes me :o) He's my best friend, my lover, and most importantly, my Eternal Companion :o)

Note: How did I manage to get a wedding dress in such a short amount of time? I called up a bunch of people who sold wedding dresses and I called this one lady who sold them from her home and told her of my situation and she was very willing to let me try them on. I tried on so many dresses and none of them fit me perfectly...they were all too small or too big :o( The one I wore to my wedding was a bit big but it worked....I wish it was prettier....but beggars can't be choosers! :o)

Graduate of '09

2009-05-09T09:00:00.000-07:00

Ok, so this is a bad picture of Matt, but it's the only one I got after he told me before the ceremony that we would have to take picutes after the ceremony. Well, the time came and he only wanted one picture taken!!

Anyway, Graduation turned out wonderfully. Al Roker came to give the Address to all the Graduates, and after they had amazing fireworks :o) It was windy beyond belief, but that's Oklahoma for you.

Congrats Matthew!! I love you and am so proud of what you have accomplished, and soon to accomplish more!

ASU

2009-04-30T13:06:00.000-07:00

Well, it's official! Matt got accepted into Arizona State University!

We were planning on going to Arizona no matter what, but this news topped the cake :o) We are so excited to get out there and see some old friends and meet some new friends!! Woo Hoo for ASU!

The Fair

2009-04-26T14:11:00.001-07:00

So today we got all ready for church and we were out the door heading to church when Matthew, my wonderful husband forgot that today he had to go to this thing where his piano students were showing off their talents. Well, we got there and found out it was a FAIR! So here we are arriving to this fair with Sunday dress, and there is a place to pet farm animals and a moon bounce and tons of more fun stuff!! All the food was free which was great cause we were starving! We even got a picture done old style of our whole family!! We have never had pictures taken of our family before. Granted it took an hour to wait in line, we still did it!
My face looks like it's different colors because Brooke at the very last min. of waiting in line decided she had to pee...and I mean PEE! The porta-potty's were ALLLL the way across the field to where we were, so my face was RED!! And MAN...do photo's put 100 lbs. on you or what? I look at myself in the mirror and put my makeup on and see this pretty woman and then I get my picture taken and I see a COW!!!!!!! I really need to put this working out routine into full gear!
We had fun today, that's for sure.

Some new Pictures.

2009-04-25T16:17:00.001-07:00

I just can't believe how big my kids have gotten. Tristan will be a year come July 13th (2 days before my birthday).
We are moving to Arizona, it's official :o) Matt will be going to ASU to pursue his Masters in Music. We will be living in either Mesa, South Tempe or Gilbert. I can't wait to take on this big adventure. It will be the best adventure thus far. Why? Because Matthew will be pursuing his Masters!! He's come a long way and I'm so happy for him. It's a big deal to get his Bachelors let alone his Masters, then from his Masters he will be getting his Doctorate :o) So we will be in Arizona for about 7 years. So, to all my family who are tired of me moving....this will be it for a long time to come.

Updates are in order...

2009-04-06T07:50:00.000-07:00

Sorry I don't have any pictures to post :o( I sold my camera on e-bay :o( But it was a camera I didn't want anymore, so it's all good. I will though get another camera. Any suggestions? All are welcome! (except Nikon's...I can't afford those) haha.

So I little update on how we are all doing :o)

Matt: He is a month away from Graduating College!!!! I'm SO happy for him. He told me that he may just cry when he graduates. It's been such a long long long road! It will be a relief once he graduates! Then we will see from there if he will teach High School. He then wants to go to get his Masters in Arizona! So we might move to AZ. At first I thought..NO!!!!!!! Then after a while, it became a great idea! He holds the Priesthood in this home and he said he felt the spirit when he prays about the move...so I trust him AND the Lord.

Me: I'm on this baking cake kick. I am decorating a cake today for Jesus' Birthday. I've already made the cake and now I just have to decorate it. I think it will turn out great. I majored in Art for 2 years and it's so much fun to go back to my artsy side. I hope this is a hit! Matt's business bought all the supplies and I hope I make him proud! (Wish me luck)

Gabriel: He's progressing SO much! He's just recently learned how to tell time!!! Granted, it's not a clock with hands. It's a digital clock. Yesterday he came up to me and said "Mommy, it's 8:13" and sure enough it was 8:13. He told us the time for about 2 hours...then we had enough and told him that Conference was on and we needed to listen to the Prophets words...he stopped :o) He's talking SO much lately! We can't shut him up. I once thought he would never talk! Then I talked to my brother about it and he said his youngest had the same problem, then one day he just talked and talked and then he just wouldn't stop! I'm happy that Gabriel doesn't stop talking. He's so social and tells everyone he meets what his life is like, although I don't think strangers enjoy that very much! haha

Brooke: She just amazes us with how much she talks already and she's only 2 1/2. I'd say she's up there with Gabriel in talking. She's such a big helper! When Matt comes home from school and takes his shoes off she takes his shoes and puts them straight in the hall closet! She gives me diapers when she knows I'm about to change Tristan's bum. She's my little singer!!! She sings anything. Yesterday she was sitting on the potty and she was done and sang "I need to get my butt wiped...I went poo poo and pee pee..." She just cracks us up! She's a crazy girl and I wouldn't have it any other way :o)

Tristan: He's crawling like a mad man! I thought he would NEVER crawl! We were teaching and showing him how to crawl and all he did was just scoot on his back if he wanted to get somewhere. Then one day, he started crawling!! I was in awe! My other 2 kids didn't get it that fast. He's now to the point where he wants to stand on his own, he grunts and throws a fit when he can't stand! He's one determined little boy! It's so funny because I remember when I was in my last trimester with him and whenever Matthew would put his hand on my belly Tristan would kick it off!! I don't know how the connects one with another, but it's just funny that he's one feisty and determined little man! He has one tooth and another one coming in next to it on the bottom :o) He's growing up too fast, it feels like yesterday I gave birth to him :o( They all grow so fast!

Well, that's an update on life. I'll definitely update this when we know 100% if we will move to AZ. I'm excited to know because I'm tired of this Oklahoma weather, it's so up and down! AZ is HOT...but it's consistently hot!!

Recent Pics.

2009-03-02T11:31:00.000-08:00

Here are some pictures of the kids recently. I got them new church outfits and just now got around to taking pictures of them in their outfits! They are so stinking CUTE! I hope you all enjoy :)

Grateful...

2009-02-28T12:41:00.000-08:00

So, Wednesday Matthew flew to CO to audition at Denver University. I kept my fingers crossed the whole day :) I think he'll get accepted, he's a very smart man and is VERY VERY passionate about music. I hope and pray that he will also get Graduate Assistant- ship.
While he was gone...BOY did we have fun!!! Brooke had a fever of 103! Then later her eyes were REALLY watery and red and puffy...so she has pink eye! YUCK! THEN today I wake up to Gabriel AND Tristan having the same symptoms. Thankfully they are all sleeping. Today we pick Matthew up at the airport and I hope it will be a peaceful 1 1/2 hour ride there. I have a DVD they can watch :) (Thanks mom for letting us have it...it's a LIFE SAVER).
Today our Home Teacher came over with the missionaries and gave all three of them a blessing and I'm SO grateful for that!
And Thank You Ginny for keeping me sane while my husband was away. Talking to another adult...another mother really....made me feel refreshed? rejuvenated? ok...maybe not rejuvenated, but it sure made me feel sane :) Thanks girl!

So...all in all, I'm Grateful for sickness (to make us thankful for being healthy) friends (to keep us sane) and the Priesthood (basically, the whole church...I love it)

Taken

2009-02-15T07:30:00.000-08:00

One word describes this movie.....AMAZING!!!

The last time I've seen a movie this good was Twilight, and only because I LOVED the books so much!

There is nothing better then seeing a love of a father for his daughter! This is such a "Red" (for all you Color Code freaks like me out there) Movie and I absolutely LOVE IT!!!

The End!

Happy Birthday Gabriel!

2009-02-05T18:13:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was Gabriel's 4th Birthday! I can't believe he's 4 already. Today we celebrated with cake and ice cream.I decorated my very first cake EVER, and I'm pretty proud with how it turned out...it's not perfect, but it's doable. He got many calls from family members and was so excited to hear each one of them, his eyes just lit up.
He got a Leapster 2 from mommy and daddy and a hand made pillow case from grandma...he loved both of them. Uncle Dan (Matt's brother) is sending a wicked awesome present....a remote control car!! How cool is that? He will have a blast with it :)

Super Size Me...

2009-01-19T07:49:00.000-08:00

So just recently I saw "Super Size Me". For those of you who don't know what the movie is about, it's about a really healthy guy who wants to show the nation...or world how dang unhealthy fast food really is for you! He eats nothing but McDonald's for 30 days...3 times a day. Well, he goes from being 184 to 210 in one month!!!! ONE month!!! He starts getting heart palpitations and his liver starts to harden!! It's sickening to know that America is THE fattest and most unhealthy country! Crazy! Anyway...He said in Manhattan NY alone there are 84 McDonald restaurants!! 84!!!! After a while he started to get addicted to the stuff and felt depressed if he wasn't eating it, he was on a high when he was eating it.
Well, he has this girlfriend who is a Vegan chef who fed him this huge Vegan meal right before he did this whole experiment. She then went to say, eating meat is immoral. OK woman...and sleeping with your boyfriend (who you are not legally married to is moral?) God put animals on the earth for a reason. It's the whole putting good for evil and evil for good. Eating animal is bad (making good, evil) but sleeping with my boyfriend is OK (making evil, good). ANYWAY...she went on to say to her boyfriend who loves meat that he should just take some heroine, it's basically the same as eating meat! WHAT? He kind of put her in her place to where she knew she said something stupid. Vegans are crazy people, let me tell ya! I"m all for eating healthy, but don't put good for evil and evil for good.
He also called these Health Nutritionist's and asked them when eating at a fast food resturant is OK, and this one lady's resonse was priceless: She said, "If you are on a deserted island, and anthrax has taken over the world except for fast food...that's the only time you should eat it". It's given me a lot of perspective on fast food. I've eaten McDonald's probably 5-10 times since I have been married and it will be 5 years this May. We eat Sub Way if we need to eat on the road. AFter watching that though, I will NEVER eat McDonald's again! I will never eat fast food again!
If any of you haven't watched it, you need to. It will change your view on things.

Tristan

2009-01-15T17:10:00.000-08:00

Well, Tristan is 6 months and I decided to get him a Johnny Jump Up because every time I would stand him up on my lap he would bounce like Tigger. At first he didn't like it and then he started banging his head on the door frame and so I decided to give him a break from it for a while. He woke up from a nap and I put him back in it and he went crazy in it...he loved it! He got the hang of the bouncing, and I'm very happy. Now I don't have to worry about him rolling everywhere when I'm doing the laundry or dishes. It's a great thing for little kids who can't walk yet....highly recommend it :)

Pictures are worth 1000 words...

2009-01-13T08:59:00.000-08:00

So I've been slacking lately on photos, sorry. I got some pics of Tristan getting into our Nintendo controllers....silly boy! He's rolling all over the floor and he usually rolls right over to where the controllers are and goes for the kill.

I also got a picture of my beautiful Brooke

And Gabriel

My kids are just growing and growing and they need to stop!! I love being a mommy to these special spirits. I love seeing them progress and know I'll never have to miss a minute of it :)

I should get better with photos...

2009-01-10T15:51:00.000-08:00

Well, I haven't taken pictures in a WHILE! I know, so very sorry, but I will take some here very soon! My kids are just getting so big.
Gabriel is now in nursery!! WHAT???? I can't believe it myself! He's doing ok in there. It will be better in time.

Brooke is finally potty trained!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She just wears diapers at night and even then she keeps them dry except for a few times. Whew...

Tristan is eating more and more cereal and fruits and veggies and less formula and breastmilk. I still breastfeed, but not nearly as much, I think he will be completely off sometime next month, or as long as it takes for my milk to dry out. He's on the move. I put him on his back and leave to do dishes or do laundry and he's halfway in the dining room. I can't wait til he's crawling.

A New Year

2009-01-07T09:04:00.000-08:00

So, as we enter 2009 I'm making a promise with myself. I've made this promise like...a gazillion times before, but this time I think I'll finally stick to it! I'm going to lose a ton of weight! I want to lose all my baby fat from Tristan. I've actually done a great job so far. I'm counting my calories and I'm sprinting 3 times a week (sprinting actually keeps your metabolism at a fat burning rate for days rather then running, which keeps your body at a fat burning rate for a few hours). I've lost 13 or so lbs so far and I want to be at my ideal weight before I get preggers again. I want to be healthy a fit when I'm pregnant, and not deal with stupid doctors telling me what I need to do and how I need to do it.

I'm excited for 2009 for not only losing weight, but Matthew graduates college with a BA Degree and then we move to some state (or stay here in OK) to go to Graduate school! AND he will have a flipping career!! No more struggling with money. I will then in turn finish my schooling for Massage Therapy!!!! Which I'm wicked excited for!!!
So...2009 has a lot in store for us and I'm ready for it!